ya well itz officially over now between me n jonathan. does he wanna get back with me? nope nope. so i guess theres nothing left to do. i was gonna call him but i noe he doesnt wanna talk to me. he thinks i kissed some kid. i noe i didnt. and i noe what happened. as long as i know, its fine. see he doesnt get that people never wanted us together in the fist place... but he doesnt believe me. n its okay. maybe now he'll find someone he can b happy with. neway i noe i havnt updated in a while but im back for a little while i jus wont b updating as much. comments? go ahead. i need them right about now. i promised him i wouldnt huRt myself. but that was when i thought we'd be together for a while. now it doesnt matter does it? now im really left with nothing. but w/o me in the way i noe he'll find happiness. toodles <3
iight some BITCH lanapavlora thats her sn or somethin IMed my friend n started sayin that IM an ugly bitch n look at my pics or w/e on www.livejournal.com/friends. i have NO pictures there n she said that IM the one that was talkin shit about my friends or w/e?? hmm i think its time to grow up darlin.. neway if u wanna talk to ME u stupid bitch my sn is slipp3rz kay? hope 2 talk 2 u soon.
how u say mah luv in spanishh? mi aMoRr how u say mah luv in thugg? can i hit it raw..in the backseat of my jeep, or maybe on the floor ..easy papi.. nAh mami, teach me more. loLz nice song neway im not gonna update nemore the only diff between livejournal and a reguLar journal is dat ppl can comment..but thats not happening so im nOt gonna update as much nemore ;] bye.
ohsoconfused... jae yeun thanks so much for reading this and responding n tryin to help me out i appreciate it. ;] so like i cant really say anything in here right now because of the people who might read it. i'll post it as a friends only entry later on. <33
ive gained weight. so im gonna have to start doin what i tried stopping. tomorrow im starting my exercising n my old eating habits. i dont care anymore if people think i have a problem cuz even if i have all the symptoms i can stop when i want to. and besides nobody ever thought i was even serious about it anyway, so its okay. anyway im planning on loosin about 30-40 lbs. i hope by next year i can have done this already. fuck havin a diet n healthy eating. im gonna do what i want. im also havin another problem involving one of my close guy friends, and no jonathan cuz i noe ur readin this, dont worry nobody asked me out. anyway i dont noe who to turn to about it.
IM GONNA POST UP A RECIPE OKAY EVERYONE? AND SOMEONE IS GONNA TRANSLATE THIS SHIT FOR ME INTO SOMETHIN I CAN UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! lol i mean pLEAASE? rofl im tryin to learn 2 cook LMFAO. SO IF SOMEONE WILL TELL ME WAT CUTTIN INTO THE BUTTER or some shit like that is, and wtf wedges r then thatd b great lol thanks <3 oh yeah and CORED. JUST TRANSLATE THE WHOLE THING rofl
Very popular among the Pennsylvania Dutch are Apple Dumplings. We eat them anytime of the day, they're great for breakfast, lunch or dinner. They freeze well, so make a lot.
4 c. flour 4 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. salt 4 Tbsp. sugar 1 1.3 c. butter 1 1/3 c. milk 12 apples, peeled and cored, but leave it whole
Combine flour, baking powder, salt and sugar. Cut in the butter. Gradually add milk and work it gently with your hands until the dough holds together. Divide in half. Roll one half at a time into a circle like a pie dough. Cut into 6 wedges. Place a peeled and cored whole apple into the center and wrap with the dough. Place on a lightly greased cookie sheet and bake at 375 degrees for 1 hour or until apples are soft. It's really good warmed, served with warm milk and sprinkled with sugar.
yesterday i break up with jonathan. he asks me for another chance. i give it to him. we had plans to b together today since cuz he SUPPOSEDLY MISSED ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH when he was in Florida. so ok today i went to taKe a shower n i saw he called so i called him back. he wasnt home so ok. he was suppose to call me at 12 anyway to see if i can go to his house later cuz he had to go "shopping" for school with his mom in the morning. did he call me? no. he left me waiting like a fucking moron. so alright. i already noe what im gonna do. his chance is GONE. its 1 am now, has he called? AHAHAH yea right. and me being stupid, called him at around 11, and of course he wasnt home. so hes prolly downstairs of his building chillin with his "friends". so okay. stay calm nancy, stay calm. but jonathans chance is gone. this is the end.
my sis and i. we're so alike and so different at the very same tiMe. ive always known this, but im so sure about it now just by reading ONE entry of hers. even though i dont talk to her much..actually i HARDLY talk to her..but anyway, i know as MUCH as we seperate im neVER gonna forget that girl. n wheN I LOOSE TOUCH WITH HER i'll look her up in the white pages. lol. many of u will NOT understand this entry, or the basic point of it, but i jus felt like putting this up.
well..i have to look for acting classes now for either fall 2002 or spring 2003. im gonna be getting some help when its coming to my acting career. if i have enough courage, i'll be entering a latin chik pagent held in houston texas in march. other than this, i might get my invislign braces sometime this fall, and starting in september im gonna be put on a strict diet. if things go as planned, by next January i'll be able to go to modeling agencies. i also need to get my headshots but i dont know when thats gonna happen. im gonna start off with modeling cuz i have the training already [atleast more than acting]. and last, i hope i might start volunteering at a childrens hospital or reading to kids in a pediatric center in a hospital. i HOPe everything goes out as planned. wouldnt it be great if it did? but of course, with my luck i doubt it. so thats about it for nOw ;] bbL bye <33
i was just thinking about everything my mom has said to me. she says im cold and heartless, i show no emotions. and she says if i had her sense of humor and her personality, id be a wonderful girl. she NEVER tells me she loves me. she says im never gonna get a good job because my average, 85, is terrible and its just too low. she thinks i dress like a slut. and that is only HER opinion. and other than my mom, ive lost my best friend. i dont know if things can get any worse.
OMGG OKAY SO I SPOKE TO [ANONYMOUS] WHO IS ONE OF CINDY AND DAVIDS CLOSE FRIENDS. HE TOLD ME DAVID DID LIKE CINDY WHEN HE WAS GOIN OUT W HER, BUT HE JUS GAVE HER DAT EXCUSE BOUT THEM GOIN TO DIFF HIGH SCHOOLS CUZ HE WANTED 2 FUK AROUND W OTHER GIRLS. HAHAHAAHAHH I WAS RIGHT ONCE AGAIN BUT THIS PERSON NEVA TOLD ME NETHING CUZ DAVID TOL HIM 2 KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT. BUT OF COURSE CINDYS GONNA BELIEVE DAVID CUZ SHE STILL LOVES HIM BUT HES BEEN FUKIN AROUND W HER ALLLL ALONG. LOL SHE DESERVES IT ACTUALLY...ITS FUNNY IM GONNA KEEP WATCHIN HOW FAR SHE'LL GO W DAVID WIT ALL DA BULLSHIT HE SAYIN 2 HER.. DAVID TOLD CINDYS COUSIN SUPPOSEDLY THAT HE DID LOVE CINDY BUT THAT IT HURTS HIM 2 MUCH 2 C HER OR SOME SHIT LIKE DAT. HAAHAHAHAH THAT WAS A LIE TOO!!!!!! LOLOL HE NEVER LOVED CINDY. HE DID LIKE HER, BUT NOT LOVE HER. CINDY NEEDS 2 LEARN HER LESSON THIS WAS GOOD. I CANT WAIT TILL SHE FINDS OUT. BUT IM NOT SAYIN SHIT CUZ SHES NOT GONNA BELIEVE ME. SO I'LL LET HER FIND OUT HERSELF. CINDY SWEARS DAVID LOVES HER, BUT OF COURSE ONCE AGAIN, I WAS RIGHT ;]
IIGHT THIS CONVO IS BETWEEN CINDY N LILIANA. ME N LILIANA HAVE SOME CLOTHES AT CINDYS HOUSE N SHE JUS TOLD US TODAY THAT HER MOM SAID WE GOTTA PICK IT UP B4 SATURDAY. SHE EXPECT US 2 WAKE UP MADD EARLY 2 GO RUNNIN 2 HER HOUSE. ANYWAY U GUYS NO THE PROBLEMS THAT WE BEEN HAVIN. BUT THE OTHER DAY CINDY N I STARTED TALKIN N I WAS HAPPY THINKIN WE WERE GONNA B FRIENDS AGAIN. I GUESS I WAS SO WRONG. SHES CHANGED WAY TOO MUCH. SHES GONNA HAVE LOTS OF PROBLEMS IN HIGH SCHOOL. newayz da jeA7 sn is LIliana n the other 1 is cindy.
JeA 7 [7:27 PM]: YO irl41st [7:27 PM]: wad? JeA 7 [7:27 PM]: AM GONNA KEEP MY TEMPER UNDER LINE . JeA 7 [7:28 PM]: IS IT IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE FOR ME TO GO SATURDAY ? irl41st [7:28 PM]: i donno JeA 7 [7:28 PM]: CUZ TOMMOROW IS TOO SOON AND I CANT JeA 7 [7:30 PM]: WHY COULDNT U SEY DIS B4 rl41st [7:30 PM]: cuz my mom just told me this 2day rl41st [7:30 PM]: thats y JeA 7 [7:30 PM]: AND SHE ACTUALLY EXPECTS US TO GO RUSHING TOMMOROW rl41st [7:30 PM]: cuz she tought that ya pplz already new u Had 2 come pick up irl41st [7:30 PM]: ur stufff JeA 7 [7:31 PM]: WE SED MONDAY JeA 7 [7:31 PM]: AND U AGREED DAMMIT irl41st [7:31 PM]: n she gettin tired of that beign her irl41st [7:31 PM]: i did irl41st [7:31 PM]: she didnt JeA 7 [7:31 PM]: SATURDAY IS THA SOONEST rl41st [7:31 PM]: wat time sat ? JeA 7 [7:32 PM]: WAT TIME IS BEST FOR U "CINDY"? irl41st [7:32 PM]: i doNNO JeA 7 [7:32 PM]: DUN GIVE ME UR I DUNNO BULLSHIT THATS WHY WE NEVA AGREE irl41st [7:33 PM]: am not givin u no fuckin bull shit JeA 7 [7:33 PM]: LOL irl41st [7:33 PM]: cuz i donno if am fuckin goin out JeA 7 [7:33 PM]: UR FUCKIN FULL OF IT JeA 7 [7:33 PM]: WE DONT KNOW IF WE GOING OUT TOMMOROW irl41st [7:34 PM]: thats the fuckin truth irl41st [7:34 PM]: ok irl41st [7:34 PM]: if its so hard 2 believe rl41st [7:34 PM]: fuck it then JeA 7 [7:34 PM]: SO MAYBE WE HAVE PLANS TOO NIGGA irl41st [7:34 PM]: dont pick up ur shit JeA 7 [7:35 PM]: BITCH DONT TELL ME WAT AM GONNA DO AIGHT ? I IM'D U PEACEFULLY JeA 7 [7:35 PM]: FROM YOU NUTTIN IS BELIEVABLE NEMORE JeA 7 [7:35 PM]: WE GOT SHYT TO DO UNLIKE YOU OK ? AND TOMMOROW WE FUCKIN CANT GO JeA 7 [7:36 PM]: I CAN STOP BY EARLY ON SATURDAY JeA 7 [7:36 PM]: I BARELY NEED 3 SECONDS TO GET IN UR LOVELY HOUSE TO PICK UP MY SHYT rl41st [7:37 PM]: i dont fuckin care JeA 7 [7:37 PM]: U DONT NEED TO CANCEL UR WONDERFUK PLANS JUSS CUZ AM COMING irl41st [7:37 PM]: lmFAO JeA 7 [7:37 PM]: LOL YEAH LAFF BITCH CUZ THAS THA ONLY DEFENSE U HAVE . TO LAFF WEN SOMEONE IS STEPPING ALL OVER U JeA 7 [7:37 PM]: AM COMING SATURDAY TO PICK UP MY SHYT JeA 7 [7:38 PM]: I CANT GO TOMMOROW rl41st [7:38 PM]: i dont fuckin care when u cum JeA 7 [7:38 PM]: THEN WHY THA FUCK U TELLING ME I HAVE TO COME TOMMOROW B4 12 rl41st [7:39 PM]: cuz mt fuckin mom is tellin me 2 tell u that cuz she gettin tired of ur shit bein here ygirl41st [7:39 PM]: thats Y JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: O BUT CINDY JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: U JUSS SED COME WEN EVA I WANT JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: OK THEN JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: AM COMING SATURDAY ygirl41st [7:41 PM]: OK JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: PICKING UP MY SHYT N BOUNCING irl41st [7:41 PM]: oK JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: CUZ I DUN FEEL LIKE HEARING UR MOUTH NEMORE . JeA 7 [7:41 PM]: N U MIGHT WANNA CHANGE UR ATTITUDE B4 HIGH SKOOL JeA 7 [7:42 PM]: CUZ NIGGAS WILL BE TELLING U TO BEND OVA THA FIRST DAY
by the way, since people hardly respond to me in those layout communities, ill ask here. does anyone think they can EDIT a new layout i have. im gonna post it up in that ujournal thing or w/e. if someone is NICE ENOUGH will you email me or comment or SOMETHING.thanks.
OMG GRRRRRR IM SO MAD!!!! MEN! HE HAS THE FUCKING NERVE TO COME INTO MY HOUSE AND CURSE AT ME, N THEN SLAMS MY DOOR N LEAVES, N THEN DOESNT CALL ME FOR 2 DAYS. HELL NO. HE DOESNT WANNA THINK ABOUT ME, I WONT THINK ABOUT HIM. IF HE DOESNT CALL ME TOMORROW, IM GONNA GO OUT WITH SOME OF MY GIRLFRIENDS TOMORROW NIGHT AND W SOME GUY FRIENDS THAT THEY BEEN WANTING TO INTRODUCE ME TO. IF HES NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT ME, IM SURE AS HELL NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT HIM.
so yeah i went into the city to this french hair salon place "Jean-Claude BIGUINE". whooo so niice. i had my lil girls day out n beauty stuff. i got my hair highlighted. $400.00 mm hmm. so i gotta go about every 2-3 months. well thats all for now.
oh joy. cant wait till high school. a whole month left. oh joy. <full of sarcasm.