ive gained weight. so im gonna have to start doin what i tried stopping. tomorrow im starting my exercising n my old eating habits. i dont care anymore if people think i have a problem cuz even if i have all the symptoms i can stop when i want to. and besides nobody ever thought i was even serious about it anyway, so its okay. anyway im planning on loosin about 30-40 lbs. i hope by next year i can have done this already. fuck havin a diet n healthy eating. im gonna do what i want. im also havin another problem involving one of my close guy friends, and no jonathan cuz i noe ur readin this, dont worry nobody asked me out. anyway i dont noe who to turn to about it.